Sometimes I just get so pissed of with men who make as if there is nothing wrong with me being a pagan woman and then all of a sudden they have this major problem that I am to different and I will put curses on them and they get scared cause i do my rituals regardless of who is there. But then I get these SMS's that the our religions are going to collide because we believe differently or something like you come to church with me and I will show you the right path as you are on a downward spiral to HELL!!!!

I have been away from work for a month, when I walked in here on Wednesday morning the wild cats at work all came to welcome me, I had a warmer welcome from the cats than my colleagues.

They come into the office and sit om my chair and peep over the desk at me. They are the most darling things out. They follow me around and when I sit outside they also want to see what it is I am eating or drinking.

its really tough been back here the hostility and the exclusion of everything is very unusual. I don't get greeted I light my candle on my little altar here in my office and my boss wants to freak out that is mainly when he talks to me.

Such fun!!!

I was sitting outside in the early hours of the morning looking at the bootiful moon, thinking about my two families. The one I was born into and the one I have now, that have accepted me as a daughter and sister.

The one I was born into is so different to the one I have now. Don't get me wrong, I love my mom and dad dearly and they are very special to me, but they are exhausting!!!! I have had the longest weekend of my entire life, and I have missed my new family so much there are so many things that we talk about so naturally and I cant talk to my mother about it as she does not believe in the ways of the old religion and in the duality of God and Goddess.

I was working in the garden on Sunday, re-potting plants and planting more herbs, my mother said I am planting at the wrong time its not summer yet and bla bla bla bla, I said it is the right time its full moon and the Goddess is smiling and the time is ripe for planting as the Moon has reached her... My mom almost fell over backwards, I forgot for a moment that she doesn't see things my way, she never said anything only looked at me with such heartache in her eyes. I don't want to hurt my mother but for the first time in my life I have a sense of belonging and I know where I'm headed and I have a purpose and that purpose is to serve, I am Hestia!!!!